Jamming
This image is a digital oil painting that I did. I actually didn’t have a choice. It was either paint the image or go all the way insane (I was already part way there). What I mean by this is that this was how I saw him when he haunted me. All the time. Every day. I couldn’t stop seeing it overlaid over everything. And for the longest time, I didn’t want to stop seeing it. But there were other people in my life. They beckoned me to rejoin this world and carry on. The deepest sorrow I have ever felt was the realization that I had to move on with the world as it did, and I had to leave my son behind to be just a memory. It still makes me weak and shaken if I allow myself to think of it as I am while writing this.
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